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: breeliz wrote in btvsfans; December 2nd, 23:01

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Writer's Block: Name your passion

: agent0355; December 3rd, 0:21

Current Location:: in yo matrix, pwning ur neos

Current Mood:: blank

Current Music:: The Faint- Ballad of a paralyzed citizen.

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Tags: black guy stuff, passion

I missed it!

: ohkabash wrote in btvsfans; December 2nd, 12:36

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Tags: birthday, btvs, community

Waiting for the Others to Arrive

: ladyrose01 wrote in rpg_jem; December 2nd, 9:43

I am in the music room at my house waiting for the other Misfits to arrive. The music room was just a 2^nd bedroom with blue floor and the walls are white. It is the most quiet place in the whole house. I am working on my sax. My hair is blowing with a fan I have on the floor.

Then I heard a knock at the front door. I left the music room to answer the door. It was Pizzazz and Roxy at the door. Roxy found the couch and crashed on it. Pizzazz just looked around. “What’s up, Yank?” I asked her. “Nice place you got here, Jetta! She replied. “We should have a house warming party.” Roxy added, trying to be nice. I kind of liked it. “We can set it up later.” Pizzazz said.

“Ok, lets get down to business. Who wants to sign with Starlight Music?” I asked the other Misfits. “I do!” Roxy said. “I don’t know yet!!” Pizzazz yelled. “Well I do!! I said. “Jerrica has been very nice to us since the truce.” I continued.

Jetta

OOC: If u want me to change it again i will!! sorry to thoughs who did not like my last post. I did not mean any harm.

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: cherrrrybomb wrote in belle_icones; December 1st, 22:14

Hey all! From now on i will be posting me graphics at my new icon community, so if you feel like checking it out that would be great!

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Hey :)

: rebeccaaaar wrote in house_of_night; December 1st, 18:44

Hey there House of Night fans! I'm new to this community and well...new to livejournal too! Anyway, I'm Bex and I'm a big House of Night fan. I spend far too much time on the fanforum House of Night Boards which kinda proves that House of Night currently owns my soul! I think I've been a fan for only about half a year now, and I love them 100%
Favourite character is Damien, followed closley by Stevie Rae. She would be number one, but in the later books I've started liking her less...she's still number 2 though!

Anyway, I'm from the UK, which means I'm stuck with the sucky UK cover. I really wish we had the US cover over here! Okay, ours isn't that bad but still...US cover is better :p
Anyone else prefer the US cover?

Angel DVD's + Boxed Buffy figures

: miss_plastik wrote in btvsfans; December 1st, 13:45

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Okay I nearly peed myself...

: agent0355; November 30th, 22:42

Current Mood:: chipper

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"BUFFY THE VAMPIRE SLAYER" (4.09) "Something Blue" 10th Anniversary Photo Gallery

: ladylavinia wrote in btvsfans; November 30th, 20:35

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REWATCH Post: S1E02 The Harvest

: kungfucarrie wrote in btvsfans; November 30th, 22:52

Current Mood:: amused

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: geckoholic wrote in btvsfans; November 30th, 23:30

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Dear Diary [open tag]

: rabby wrote in rpg_jem; November 29th, 20:33

Current Location:: Kimber's Bedroom

Current Mood:: busy

Kimber sat on the floor of her bedroom, back planted firmly against her closed door.

Clenched in her hands was an old friend she had neglected speaking to in far too long.

Dear Diary,

I just got off the phone from speaking with Sean... To tell you the truth, I really didn't want to talk to him. When I picked up the phone the sound of his voice grated my ears - but now I have his voice replaying in my head like some sort of symphony. I would probably have avoided taking the call if anyone else had gotten the phone, but I picked up, so I couldn't really back out of talking to him...

With the whole Jem-Rio-Jerrica triangle going on, I haven't had time to think about my own triangle... And I guess that's been kind of nice... But at the same time, I need time for myself!! You know, nobody ever offers a spa day or spur-of-the-moment for KIMBER; Aja's idea was fun, but... And going to the spa was sweet, too... Again, BUT... BUT I go there, we do these things and it's NEVER about ME. I wonder if Aja or Shana or Danse or ANYONE ever gets these feelings. Am I the only human in the Holograms?!

I think Stormer's the closest girl to being a real human being that I know, but there are things I still can't tell her, no matter how much I want to get it off my chest.

Too bad talking to Synergy still feels like talking to Synergy, no matter if she can project an imaginary friend... Plus I'm not sure I trust her entirely not to let anything on to Jem. Or Jerrica, for that matter. That could be even more troublesome.

After talking with Rio, I feel bad for him too - but the worst thing is that I sort of feel worse - for me. Rio had the same issues I do - kind of - only HE had the EASY choice. Despite what he's going through now, if he plays his cards right he can still end up with both the women he wants. Although he doesn't know the half of it, he always had the easy decision to make, and he almost can't go wrong... Well, maybe if he'd chosen MY SISTER instead of my LEAD SINGER things would be pretty awesome for him right now... You never know what he might know by now...

I'm rambling. Sorry.

The point is that with both Sean and Jeff I KNOW I don't have anything close to Rio's situation, and it kills me. It kind of worries me sometimes that Jeff and Sean know about each other, but they still stick by me. I mean, that's what I WANT! But am I supposed to be okay with it if the roles were reversed? I don't think I could look either of them in the eye if I knew they were seeing someone else on the side and I was, what...? The back-up plan?

Is that how they feel deep down? Do I need to act like Rio and just make up my mind already??

It felt okay for me to be like this while Rio was being like that, too. His whole deception and liars spiel didn't hurt as much as it used to while I could think to myself, "Yeah, well, buddy you're in the same boat!" Too bad for my conscience he decided to stop sitting in a never-moving boat and actually got his butt into gear and started paddling.

Everyone has seemed to think that maybe Synergy holds the answers... Trying it on Rio, trying it on Anthony... And then there's me: my biggest problem is NOT somebody else's identity; it's my own. And say if I were to gauge Syner-Sean's and Syner-Jeff's reactions... Decide who takes it better...? Well, it's hardly like me to think of the long run - but ever since nearly marrying Jeff (wow, crazy times... Rio scared me for a minute there... I'll never forget the way my heart nearly jumped out of my chest and pelted him when I thought he was proposing to me!!) I guess I've been better at it... Well, in the long run, how do I know how he'll react?? That initial reaction is a huge part of finding out, but... I don't think it necessarily defines us...

I wish Dad were still around - some advice from a real guy, not a machine made by him who has a female persona... Weird me out enough, dad?? - but sometimes I'm happy he doesn't have to be here to see me fumble like this. It'd probably embarass him... Oh, who am I kidding? He's probably spinning in his grave (ew) from everything his daughters have gotten up to since his death.

Maybe he was the one thing keeping a dysfunctional family... functional. I miss him so much. I miss Mom too.

On that topic, though, I never wrote about it, but I'm kind of angry he used Mom's voice for Synergy's vocal patterns... I'm angry because it seems freaky, but I'm more angry because I never even realized. Can I not remember my own mother's voice? It's like he's stolen it from me, because now I know what it's supposed to sound like - I THINK - but I associate it with someone else.

I hate that.

My thoughts are everywhere today. Sorry, Diary.

But back to Sean and Jeff... It WAS good to talk to Sean today. Maybe a date would get my mind off things that aren't entirely my business?

Or maybe it's the last thing I need - it'd bring my thoughts back to MY business, and I'm not up to dealing with both items at once.

Maybe I should phone Stormer? I wonder if it's even possible to word any of Rio's problems in a way that she would never realize what it is I'm referring to - but she could still give advice?

I just need a friend... One who isn't bound in leather...

(Unless maybe it came in male form... Heh... Sorry, Diary.)

-Kimber

Kimber closed the diary with a giggle, then sighed deeply, tucking an arm behind her head and reclining against the pillows on her bed. She could write to Stormer, but she felt too much like getting out of the house and getting fresh air.

She wedged her diary under the mattress and picked up the telephone that she'd been using so recently. Waiting a moment to make sure there was nobody else using the line, she dialed Stormer's number.